Christmas Memories, 2002
I spent yesterday and today in a whirlwind of connection, and am quite pleased with how everything turned out. Let's see...
Saturday, 9 am to noon: had a meeting at my house, prepared Indian Beef Berry soup, which we scarfed down - not a drop left. Saute lots of onions; when they are soft, pull them out of the pan. Quickly sear the beef and pull it out of the pan. Put the onions back in, add a cup of blueberries, and cook for a while. (I can get specific if anyone wants). At the end, add in the beef and a tablespoon of honey. A very unusual soup, incredibly delicious. Once the meeting was over, my friend Mary stayed on to bake cookies. We looked at the ingredients we had, decided what we wanted to do, started the first few batches that needed refrigeration, and I popped out to the store for a few more ingredients. For the rest of the afternoon baked cookies, started soups, did a chore here and a chore there in preparation for overnight guests. They arrived, I realized we needed to eat dinner, made a beef/vegetable soup that I wish I could remember what I put in it because it was delicious! Then left with the cookie lady and her husband and went to a candlelight concert by the SF Bach Choir.The church is the most beautiful church I've ever been in. Open arches, probably 50' high ceilings, statuary that was there but didn't interfere with the majesty of the architecture. The music was written a century before Bach lived. It was fine, I was enjoying myself with my friends, and started to cough uncontrollably - shrinking feeling, oh no, I didn't bring anything - just about to get up and leave - and the people in the row in front of us start patting their pockets - the lady in front of me turns around with a smile - hands me two Ricola. THANK you, I breathe. And we all return to enjoying the music.
Toward the end of intermission, they start flashing the lights, and people start dawdling back to their seats. Then they FLASH, FLASH, FLASH the lights, and people start rushing back to their seats. I'm sitting there, mellowed out, wondering what is going on - like, hey, this is San Francisco, like, hey, this is a church, take it easy with those lights!
And folks get to their seats as the lights dim. And the lights go out. After a full minute of silence, a Tibetan bell chimes. Once. Another time. A third time. And the choir starts to return, single file, holding their music as they had all evening, and each of them has a candle. They walk rapidly - a gliding movement - but the candles don't flicker. And instead of going to the front of the church, they walk into the church, past us, around us, with the occasional chime, occasional stops in movement, occasional phrase sung.
Now the choir completely surrounds the audiencecongregation. The silence is complete. And they begin to sing. You can hear each voice individually, and you can hear the harmony. It's Gregorian Chant-like, with melody floating up and down, weaving solo into harmony, just the most spellbinding moment of my life, I think. Never before have I been so completely **within** the music. Breathed the music.
I still feel I have not, cannot describe it. Talking with my friend Mary this evening, something said about the uniqueness of this experience, I responded, "And I could do this again and again, and have as deep an experience."
The concert continues, ends to much applause, and we drive home, fairly speechless, without words to express the feeling, the experience we'd had.
Get home to my two guests, chat for a while, go to sleep. This morning they go out to breakfast, I continue developing soups, Ben and Colette arrive around 10, guests return from breakfast and vacuum the apartment, and people start arriving.
We baked cookies throughout the day, ate them, ate soup, what a great day. The last guest left at 9:45 pm. My tree is beautifully decorated, and I, personally, put four ornaments and three candy canes on it. Everyone touched the tree. Cookies were served on a beautiful glass platter my overnight guests brought - etched cardinals and holly. Someone picked mistletoe during her hike in the rain, and we hung it. Several people reconnected with old friends, and everybody met new friends today. I am replete.